I love life. I love living. Yet, I have been trained all my life to be willing and wanting to cast it aside for…pride? Is it simply pride? I think maybe so. I grew up hard, tough, the runt, but I was made to weight train and become a skilled fighter. This helps me at Sundance. There we are wounded, and we learn we must do something counter-intuitive to free ourselves from this wound. These Things make us Men. Wicasa.
I grew up in prison. I fought a lot. All my Family and associates Know my Story. Know Our Story.
And so, as I sharpened my knives this weekend I thought… I thought about how nobody has ever publicly insulted my quite like I have been insulted this Winter, by a conquistador. All my training tells me to kill him. I do not care about anything but this Pride, I suppose. Above all else, I would rather it be known I never took any shit, rather than anything else. Ohecetu.